Too much?

According to Webster's dictionary, the term "excess" is defined as: 

•  an amount that is more than the usual or necessary amount
• behavior that is considered wrong because it goes beyond what is normal, acceptable, or proper 
•  undue or immoderate indulgence  

 Tonight, I had a deep conversation.

The subject of excess was discussed.  Luckily, my love and I have a lot of the same morals, values, and opinions on the major stuff, but at the same time have entirely different interests and hobbies.  Excess is something that falls into the "major" category.  Between the two of us, we have personally know at least ten people who have died from excess.  Excessive alcohol.  Excessive prescription drugs.  Excessive illegal drugs.  Excessive risk taking.

Those that know me, know that I am extremely open-minded.  You want to drink, smoke, party, rave, go nuts??  Fine by me, just please keep in moderation (and out of my house). :)  Do not misunderstand me, I had my party and festival years. It was incredible, I created awesome memories I will cherish forever, I stayed up for full weekends, I danced until the sun rose, I beat a drum until my hands were bruised, I "ran out of time" with my friend, Carly....Needless to say, I. LOVED. IT. Honestly, if I were younger and without kids, I would still go.  I love to have a good time and occasionally kick back with some adult conversation and adult activities.  BUT--I am nearing the big thirty, and hangovers are what I imagine hell would be like (if I believed in hell... Heaven? Sure!  Hell? Undecided).

I am naturally a worrier, and I usually feel that I am intuitive. A storm is brewing, and I would love to see it pass before it causes destruction, as it will be catastrophic.  Sending good vibes toward the situation that prompted this post... may you come out of the darkness and into the sunlight, where your children and the rest of your family are.  I love you.  Everyone loves you.  Love yourself, and join us out here... it is really beautiful.

"People who have never had an addiction don't understand how hard it can be." --Payne Stewart